So, tomorrow, I return to school after one month of Holiday vacation. And I have to say, after this one month, I begin to think then, why I'm going here?
Why are we still here? Just to stuff-
Be quiet Miller. It's no time for meme right now.
Okay, on a serious note, I was going here to learn programming and yes, it's fun but when I learn design, I was not good with that. I'm not that good to recreated those stuff. But at least, I learn how website are created. But after a while (and maybe do to my RP addiction I have I guess) I failed some of my class, well, not all of them but a few. But one I absolutely despise is philosophy (that one was easy to guess) It need me to think and express my idea like crazy. And worst of all, because of my autism (yes, I have that if you are new here), it's hard to me to express what I want to say. Well, of course, last time, the teacher was cool but even then, it was no use. I have fail again. Not a surprise. But I hate that class? I see why it's obligatory but why not made this class easier? Cause I'm sure many people are failing at this. I just hope the teacher there will be nice cause it made class less boring and mostly enjoyable. And also, the study. God I hate those. I don't know if it's the way I study or my RP addiction who made me stop when someone reply. Again, I would have to study more and put RP aside. (I should make a journal about the rp universe I can do). And my parents. Well, they are great and gentle with me but they also help me to structure my agenda and my time since I'm disorganized but I hate when they still a bit of my time. For me, every second could be perfect to study or do other thing. I'm really like that and this can get on my nerve easily.
But on the positive, I WILL DO FENCING FOR GYM! God, I will finally master the sword like Weiss or maybe use it like the Jedi in Star Wars, GOD THE POSSIBILITIES! THAT WILL BE AWESOME!!!!
But I begin to think then after my school and if I fail my philosophy again..... I will give up school and working in tiny job like the one I have right now who is awesome got it can be fix in my school agenda so, I would have any trouble if I have to much study, I can say then I can't go and they will be happy with that. Dream job.
But if my parent told me to do something else.... I will go to something related to recording video. I had one last years and I love it! My finale project is one of my masterpiece. I wish I could show you but School won't allow me. But I want to go here, or that video game programming I learn they offer in the EXACT SAME school I go right now. Maybe that would work.
Sorry for the serious tone but I needed to let this out of my chest. It was important I told this.
Thank you for reading